Through my eyes

SNoW - 《初雪》

I'm sorry I did it all wrong yeah

Maybe it's me all along yeah

I am too angry and

I am too scared

I'm sorry for so much that I am

Sorry for so much that I'm not yeah

If i am too slow for you

If i am too fast

Please don't ask me who I am

To squeeze me into who I'm not yeah

I know you're scared and hurt

But you can't just throw this all at me

I promise you I won't hurt you

Will not take anything from you

Wish you well really well

Just thought maybe we could be friends

Hell I'm scared really scared

To be alone to be on my own

But I won't blame me on you

So thank you good day and farewell

I see the pointlessness at start

Still find reason to go on and

That's what is wrong with me

That's why I fight

I know you've been there through it all

I know you've already seen the world and

All I am going through

But are you sure?

If you want to lead me into your light

You'll have to wait until I'm blind

'Cause I am trying to

Stare directly into the sun

Have you seen you through me?

Over lies and into fear

What if your problem is yourself

Be my guest yeah come right in

Take a ride through my mind

And if you dare look me in my eye

You'll see I've got nothing to hide

I'm not happy enough

I'm not hungry enough

I am not here enough or there enough

I'm sorry I did it all wrong yeah

Maybe it's me all along yeah

I don't know left from right

I don't know why

Please don't ask me who I am

I am so much of who you're not yeah

I just don't understand

Why are you scared of me?

I promise you I won't hurt you

I will not take anything from you

I open doors open hands

Just to see what isn't there

And I am scared that nothing's real

That in the end nothing is there

But I will go I have to go

I have to see it through my eyes

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