The Lock Down Denial

Slightly bruised and a little bit used

I never thought they'd be so amused

Brother's bond broken by the bailiff

For the first time

Prison clothes

Gotta pay my dues

Now I know I'll never

Be refused

If I

If I

If I died inside

Would anyone realize?

(Oh God Help Me)

If I

If I

If I died inside

Would anyone realized?

I lived a lie

(Is anyone gonna realize?)

Chains and strips

I ain't gonna sleep tonight

This is no way for a man to live his life

Paranoid on the prison yard pavement

For the first time

So i served time for my addiction

I paid the price for my affliction

Judge took my life with his conviction

For the last time

Lights out

Locks down

Don't make a sound

Lights out

Lock Down

If I

If I

If I died inside

Would anyone realize?

If I

If I denied the crime

Would I

Would I serve the time?

I lived a lie

Someone's behind the drumset in my head

Thumping a different beat

Myself to the sound of the walking dead

Rinse and repeat

Someone's behind the drumset in my head

In my head

Head

If I

If I

If I die

Yea

If I

If I

If I died inside

would anyone realize?

(would anyone realize?)

If I

If I denied the crime

Would I

Would I serve the time?

I lived a lie