Innocence

I lost my innocence today

I could feel her in my bones

My bones my bones my bones

My blood my blood my blood my blood

And I woke up tired scared and sad

Soaked drained I felt so bad

Today today today

What you still you still you still you still

Won't you say you say you say you say

What you feel you feel you feel you feel

Which is nothing but hollow feelings yeah

I can done I just don't care

And forget happiness I'm fine

I'll forget everything in time

I swear I didn't know

You know me how I can't let go

And we're not guts we're just hacks

All that life (?) the cracks

The scars the scene that breaks

The ugly teens the worst mistakes

And everywhere I see her face

Such a beautiful child such an awful waste

And there's no innocence like hers

Just emptiness and nerves

And this light from the window of my car

She'll never see it oh my God

I was so surprised it blew up in my face

Lord I lost my nerve oh my God

Oh my God oh my God

And I tear I tear so hard

And I tear I tear so hard

And I beg and scream "I was wrong"

It's over she's gone