So Unsexy

Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly

One small sideways look and i feel so ungood

Somewhere along the way i think i gave you the power to make

Me feel the way i thought only my father could

Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me

One forgotten birthday i@m all but cooked

How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily

I@m 13 again am i 13 for good?

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful

So unloved for someone so fine

I can feel so boring for someone so interesting

So ignorant for someone of sound mind

Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me

One forgotten phone call and i@m deflated

Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me

Your hand pulling away and i@m devastated

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful

So unloved for someone so fine

I can feel so boring for someone so interesting

So ignorant for someone of sound mind

When will you stop leaving baby?

When will i stop deserting baby?

When will i start staying with myself?

Oh these little projections how they keep springing from me

I jump my ship as i take it personally

Oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly

The moment i decide not to abandon me

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful

So unloved for someone so fine

I can feel so boring for someone so interesting

So ignorant for someone of sound mind

I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful

So unloved for someone so fine

I can feel so boring for someone so interesting

So ignorant for someone of sound mind