Only God Knows Why

I've been sittin'here

tryin' to find myself

I get behind myself

I need to rewind myself

Lookin' for the payback

listen for the playback

They say that every man bleeds

I watch my youngest son

and it helps to pass the time

I take to many pills

it helps to ease the pain

I made a couple dollar bills

still i feel the same

Everybody knows my name

say it way out loud

a lotta folks **** with me

its hard to hang out in crowds

i guess that's the price you pay

to be some big shot like I am

outstretched hands and one night stands

just like me

still i cant find love

I feel like number one

yet I'm last in line

and when your walls come tumblin' down

i will always be around

yea anyone and now

and when your walls come tumblin' down

I will always be around

people don't know about

the things I say or do

they don't understand

about the shit that I've been through

it's been so long

since I've been home

I've been gone

I've been gone for way to long

maybe i forgot

all the things id miss

oh somehow i know there's more to life then this

i said it too many times

and i still stand firm

you get what you put in

and people get what deserve

still i ain't seen mine

no i ain't seen mine

I've been givin'

just ain't been gettin'

I've been walkin back that line

so I think ill keep on walkin

with my head held high

ill keep movin' on

and only god knows whyonly god

only god

only god knows why

only god knows

why why why why

only god knows why

take it to the devil

hey wont you take me to the river

hey hey hey hey hey