Still In Love With My Ex

I never thought that we would break up for the better

Should've never made the promises to each other

So many things I should've said that you didn't know

Coming in from a past with a heavy load

But I knew that you were a good man

Give me love you were faithful - It showed on my hand

I know there are questions in your mind you don't understand

Through the words of this song I wanna answer them

Honesty (Check)

Conversation (Check)

A shoulder I can lean on anytime I'm feeling stressed (Check)

Good loving (Yes)

The perfect soldier (Yes)

Was about to say "I do" when I know it wasn't meant

So I

Search in my mind trying to figure it out

And thought I was happy but I'm having some doubts

Think I found the answer and I know I must confess

I'm still in love with my ex

And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you

And in my heart I know that I gotta tell you

I shouldn't have gone from a situation to the next

I'm still in love with my ex

Every moment that I stayed I dug a deeper hole

I was with you but my heart wouldn't let him go

All my family told me "Kelly he's the one for you"

I know your family love me and I love them too

(I'm so sorry) I'm so sorry for the pain I put you through

But you shouldn't have to suffer cause I'm confused

So much for looking forward to future plans

Lost the love of my life and I lost a friend

Good to me (Yes)

Security (Yes)

You were all the things I wanted

Checking everything (Check check)

You were comforting (Yes)

Romantic man (Yes)

How could I have said "I do" when I knew it wasn't meant

So I

Silence

I've gotta own this

I've gotta own this game

I can't believe I'm saying this

Saying sorry is the hardest part