Everything around me turn my brain into stew
Last night saw her through the window with some other dude
I just wanna take a plane fly to Malibu
My world turning up side down
Like I'm in the deep dark ocean bout to drown
really dont know what happens next
I am like a bomb on it's finally countdown
Sitting on the bed with a head full of regrets
Cannot fall asleep so I got a pack of cigarettes
Using alcohol tryna make myself forget
But all it did was making me upset
Wanna ask what my future really holds
Too many stories to be told I
Don't wanna deal with my issues
Now that I ain't got anybody that can help me
Had to deal with all the bullshit by myself only
Honestly I really don't know where to even begin
And it kinda really has been
I don't wanna think too much it make my head spin
I may seem alive on the outside but really I'm
I can't go through by myself
All the voices in my head so loud
I don't know what to do right now
I may just give up on myself
So that I can solve the problems that I haven't dealt with
I'm trapped in the world of confusion
Everyday I ask myself if I can peace out right now
I can't go through by myself
All the voices in my head so loud
I don't know what to do right now
I may just give up on myself
So that I can solve the problems that I haven't dealt with
I'm trapped in the world of confusion
Everyday I ask myself if I can peace out right now
Everything around me turn my brain into stew
Last night saw her through the window with some other dude
I just wanna take a plane fly to Malibu
My world turning up side down
Like I'm in the deep dark ocean bout to drown
really dont know what happens next
I am like a bomb on it's finally countdown
Just look around many things to be impressed
Starting to realize I'm actually blessed
By god who gave me this life to live
And it's not in my best interest to throw it away
For some shit that I cannot move past
I don't wanna live in a world infested
With hatred with sadness with meaningless damage
I don't ****ing need help
Ain't no voices in my head right now
What will I become only time will tell
Why would I give up on my self
Still got bunch of bullshit problems that I haven't dealt with
Wanna live in a world where people spread love
Wanna living in a world that is all built on trust
I don't ****ing need help
Ain't no voices in my head right now
What will I become only time will tell
Why would I give up on my self
Still got bunch of bullshit problems that I haven't dealt with
Wanna live in a world where people spread love
Wanna living in a world that is all built on trust