The Diary

cus I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin these streets

for too long now

I've got nothing that's true

but this song now

but the further I go

I wanna go home

cus I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin these streets

for too long now

I've got nothing that's true

but this song now

but the further I go

I wanna go home

I f**kin' swear that I care

but its hard when you stare

into the bottom of a bottle

that is empty and bare

all my desolate soul

in my desolate home

it's my desolate role

yeah I'm here all alone

I can't think of a reason

to get the f**k out of bed

curtains closed lights are off

Am I alive or dead?

I haven't shaved in a week

I always slur when I speak

tolerance at its peak

another fit just to sleep

oh woe is me woe is me

I guess I need love

hoes ya see hoes ya see

I'm just in a rut

and I swear I'm tryin baby please

Baby don't leave

god-damn I'm a f**k-up

But I guess that's just me

so I sit in my room

and I'll cry in my bed

thinkin about all the shit

that made me wrong in my head

I keep tryin to climb

but it seems so steep

pour myself a f**kin' whisky

and go back to sleep bitch

cus I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin these streets

for too long now

I've got nothing that's true

but this song now

but the further I go

I wanna go home

cus I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin these streets

for too long now

I've got nothing that's true

but this song now

but the further I go

I wanna go home

I watch my momma cry

she says 'baby why?'

I say 'baby died

baby's gone like a suicide'

I don't think you'll see him soon mom

stay out my room mom

tell daddy that I hate

that mother f**ker like you mom

I sing this shit for you Danny Sasha and Jordan

these tears keep gettin warmer

everytime that I hold her

I pour this out for you

like a partner in crime

it's part of the times

when you're sick in the mind

yeah I'm sick oh so sick

I'm so sick of this shit

Yeah I'm lit oh so lit

I'm so f**ked up off it

so I stumble around

til I stumble fall down

to this puddle of my tears

layin here on the ground

when you've got nothing left

you've got nothing left to lose

with my last left single breath

I'll still be singing to you

so when you bury me man

you better bury me deep

and sing along to this song

because you're broke And I'm Free???

cus I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin these streets

for too long now

I've got nothing that's true

but this song now

but the further I go

I wanna go home

cus I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin these streets

for too long now

I've got nothing that's true

but this song now

but the further I go

I wanna go home

And I wanna go back to the start

back where we started from

and I know it's been so long

I was wrong I was wrong

I was wrong all along

And I wanna go back to the start

back where we started from

and I know it's been so long

I was wrong I was wrong

I was wrong all along

cus I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin these streets

for too long now

I've got nothing that's true

but this song now

but the further I go

I wanna go home

cus I don't wanna be like this

I've been runnin these streets

for too long now

I've got nothing that's true

but this song now

but the further I go

I wanna go home

Lyrics by LK Lyrics Group Kevin Boul