God and Drugs

I've scraped the glass for crumbs

and asked the mirror for some truth

I've loaded my body with chemicals

It was no use

'Cause retribution's coming for the years of this abuse

And I can't get away and still I can't get close enough to you

You won't go away but every hit is just a taste

Something scares me in this place I self-destruct for days

It's a constant reminder of what I can and cannot have

The smell the taste it's all just fake the truth is what I lack

so I will keep on running and keep my head above the ground

and I will look for you in places you cannot be found

You won't go away but every hit is just a taste

You won't go away still I've been gone for days

"It's okay" a voice says

"We all look elsewhere"

it's true that I look elsewhere for you