Disconnected

Sleeping awake and awake

when I@m sleeping

I@ve got a dry kind of thirst

when drenched

On sunny days all I can see

is as shadow

and I@m not above being under

I@m at the brink

though I know that I@m empty

I always hide when its my turn to seek

my only believe

is not to have faith in believing

before I begin I@m over

and I@m only not lonely

when I@m lonely by myself

Numb in pain again

I always backtrack forward

Quietly loud

while I@m noisily silent

keep holding my breath

while I@m trying to breath

swimming against all of my waves and rapids

I only win when I@m losing

Broken off again

and I@m only not lonely

when I@m lonely by myself

Numb in pain again

I always backtrack forward

I just wanna live my life sedated

Cuz I love driving myself away

dysfunctionally sane don@t give a damn

I cant comprehend

what I understand

broken off again

and I@m only not lonely

when I@m lonely by myself

numb in pain again

I always backtrack forward

broken off again

and I@m only not lonely

when I@m lonely by myself

numb in pain again

I always backtrack forward