tell me

Tell me of a time

when all this gray

wasn't such a fight

A road I'd stay on for so long

How long have I been this way?

I'm so addicted to feeling guilty

Like the edge of a cliff

it's about to kill me

All the reasons why

You wouldn't want to love me

Could I be loved by You?

I've got so much to prove

And the curtain falls

That I will know the truth

When it's the only thing

that's standing tall

Still I know it's like pulling teeth

To try and convince me

That Your mercy can be bigger

than what I deserve

I guess I'm just afraid to go head first

Into such a wave

drowning in wonder and peace

Knowing that it will never make sense

That I am loved by You

Really loved by You

Unchangeable unconquerable

Immovable irremovable

Unwavering untiring

Unflinching stubborn love of God