"my pride"

and follow my dreams

as strong as it seems

And the days and nights are cold，threat to survival on dirty light

sinking inside，I wanna see u fly

I think about you sometimes and wanna kill you

All my life has always been like this

Somehow I got caught been between

Between my lies and how the truths can sent away

For ten long years

Oh for ten long years

For ten long years

Oh for ten long years

My bones are shattered

And in the midst of this self-inflicted pain

Banging on your front door

My hands and knees are bruised

Show me no mercy

I'm going for a drive

I stood against those tides of fear

Never lost the will to live

I think of you ev'ry night and day

I hate myself for loving you